This email was originally sent to my Energy Elevator Portal list on February 9th, 2024.
The New Moon in Aquarius is tonight. And in case nobody's ever told you, new moons are the optimal time to get the ball rolling on your latest manifestation or shave off the fluff from an ongoing process.
Aquarius is a dope sign. The water bearer brings us the truth we need for our collective evolution.
Aquarius is also very outside-of-the-box, giving new paradigm vibes, which is the secret sauce of creativity. If you're stuck on how to go forward with something right now, I suspect inspiration is right around the corner.
Despite the water imagery, Aquarius is an air sign, with a tendency for heavy analysis. I've kept with this theme for your New Moon assignment below. Aquarius is associated with the Muladhara (the ROOT chakra).
All this being said - let tonight be a call to ground yourself in your truth to bring in what's meant for you. Let it also be an invitation to be and stay weird. Normal doesn't exist.
Don't get attached to the form when it's the feeling that you're after.
I just talked about this on TikTok. To focus on feeling rather than form is to tap into your heart instead of allowing the Ego to obsess over what it thinks something should look like in the material world. For example, if you want to feel excited about your life, cultivate that excitement from within instead of marrying yourself to the idea that excitement means having a packed schedule. Be excited about everything that happens to you instead of creating a contingency on your day-to-day life looking a certain way.
I was incredibly attached and identified with form for a lot of years. That's what addiction is.
Addiction is taking a feeling and attaching it to something external, so much so that we convince ourselves we cannot have the feeling without that specific form. Drugs and alcohol made me feel whole and safe within myself. I decided that they were the only way to feel like that and so I attached myself to them when what I was really chasing could've been sourced from within.
When you want to manifest something, you are after a feeling. You might think you're after the form but deep down, that's not how our hearts operate. In my last email, I reminded you to consult with your heart because that's how the Soul communicates. So if you want to quit chasing your tail on your manifestations, take my gallery wall as a simple example of approach.
The Evolution of a Wall
How she started.
I've known what I wanted the general vibe to be since the beginning and I've surrendered to the process. Ryan asks me all the time, what are we going to finish it with? When will it be done?
Pieces arrive when it's time and they get added where it feels right.
I.e., hold a vision and know the feeling but be open to things unfolding as the Universe sees fit.
August
February
Without further ado...
Your New Moon Assignment:
write down every single thing that you think is true about yourself, including physical details
go through each item and ask, is this true or has this been projected onto me?
get ready to have a breakthrough and let that guide your intention setting this evening.
Might I also suggest, having a good think about what you're manifesting and whether or not you're too attached to form? Make sure to take a few deep breaths tonight, connect with Source and ask your heart, what's good?
Have at 'er.
Happy New Moon!
Love,
Em